If you didn’t notice, I took a much needed blogging sabbatical. Everything I previously loved, I now proceeded to possess a deep hatred for. A part of me died… The passion and desire I felt was flickering out.

Work has kept me busy, different opportunities toying with my heart and wanderlusty ways. I couldn’t form the right words together, but why bother anyways when today, it seems all people care about are pretty pictures. The superficiality of everything irritated my moral fiber.

One day at work in Downtown Dallas, there was a protest about the DRC, war, and rape. The reaction was a knee jerker as all people could focus on was the fact that protesters were interrupting their last minute Christmas shopping. Then, a friend’s father passed away, and I skipped multitude of holiday parties to hold my parents hands and enjoy their company. I couldn’t fathom what they were going through as I provided my condolences. The times I put aside my fun-loving ways and chose to be work responsible and in seclusion; it apparently rubbed a dear friend the wrong way to the point of distention. Everyone has seemed to take our liberties and lives for granted. I don’t want to become one of those people. One of those vapid people that just have their heads so high in the clouds or so far up someone’s ass that you lose all sense of your surroundings and a grounded version of reality.

The love I held onto for so long finally floated away like a balloon that slipped from my fingers into the atmosphere’s reach. His pessimism and negativity were overbearing and our last conversation consisted of his usual over promising and under delivering. He always conveniently found a way to maneuver himself back into my life when I was on top of my game and happier than ever; only just to knock my life off kilter and spread his vitriol until I just didn’t feel a thing for him anymore .

Then I started to fall in love with someone else. A feeling I hadn’t felt in a year and a half, well let me rephrase… A feeling I didn’t allow myself to feel in years. He was chivalrous, intelligent, handsome, successful, uplifting… We had endless adventures, passion, and friendship. In the end, he made me a better person, even up to the day that I knew he was a cheater. So, my impenetrable walls became a little higher after the fact and I wised up to realize. I gave myself 2 days to sulk, bitch, moan, and cry. Anymore than that was just wasting time. So, maybe I am checking-in one emotional baggage these days, but that’s a lot better than the 5-6 overweight bags I was lugging around forever.

But the mean reds are out of my system, I’m back to business and back on track.

Fashion is a form of self-expression, and the personal attacks were just hitting below the belt. Do I mind? Most of the time, not so much; however, on those rare grey days where it felt like a page out of Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day, the naysayers slowly chipped away my desire to share. I write because I enjoy it. I write because others tell me they enjoy it. I write to connect with others, to relate, to inspire, and to find some similar ground in this crazy world. In the end, I just want people to be able to take away something. A style idea, some new hip place to check out, a recipe to share, a love story, a dating lesson learned, to laugh at my misfortune, or just some visual or verbal gratification that resonates for a bit. All I am saying is sure, some days you’re not going to agree with my sense of style, or perhaps my writing, opinions, or attitude. I’m human, I make mistakes; hell sometimes a few too many.

So thank you to those who have stood by, to those who have inspired and encouraged me along the way, and also thank you to the difficult ones that have pushed me to new limits and out of my comfort zone.

With just mere weeks away until Super Bowl Sunday a.k.a. my Birthday on February 5th, I’ve rounded up my Birthday Wish List after some requests. Truly, the best presents are ones that money can’t buy, but a little gift never hurt anybody. This year, I’m happy to be celebrating with my lovely family, amazing friends, and for once no boyfriend drama. Onto the Birthday Wishes:

Bijoux & Beauty -

1. State Pride Necklaces -$48 Texas Necklace California & Florida Necklaces: My nomadic and wanderlust filled ways have brought me to some great states, with these necklaces I could pay some homage all layered around my neck.
2. St. Tropez Tanning Essentials Golden Glow Kit $35: When I’m not living on either coasts, which happens to be more often these days, I turn into a porcelain china doll with such a wan and pallid color. Help me fake a normal skin tone before everyone thinks I have a constant case of jaundice.
3. TOM FORD BLACK ORCHID 1.7 oz Eau de Parfum Spray: Sex. In. A. Bottle. Enough said.
4. Yves Saint Laurent Sephora Holiday Glamour Set: I am obsessed with YSL’s Radiant Touch, as it’s one of the few things in the world that helps me fake 8 hours of sleep, when in actuality my night owl ways lead me to much less. I can’t resist how charming this whole set is.
5. Kendra Scott ‘Danielle’ Oval Earrings White Mother Of Pearl $58: The type of earrings that would go with everything. Easily has the ability to be dressed up or down. Also in search of some huge thin gold hoop earrings. I’m talking massive sized.
6. Viktor & Rolf ‘Flowerbomb’ Eau de Parfum Spray -$150: One of my signature scents. If I could drown myself in it, I most likely would.
7. BVLGARI ‘Eau Parfumee au the blanc’ Body Lotion – $65: If you’ve ever stayed at the Ritz, you are highly familiar with this scent. Clean, fresh, sweet, and just oh-so-perfect. I have the teeeeensy bit left that I keep hoarding, but I keep hoping for a new bottle and the parfum as well.
8. Mason Pearson Comb – $30: The moment my hair gets wet, it decides to have a mind of its own. Detangling is a workout and a bitch, so this sweet tortoiseshell comb would release those knots with the quickness.
9. Fresh Sugar Lush Set – $28: Super soft lips for when my make out bandit moods strike. Plus, the sugary lemon scent and taste is just a delicious bonus.
10. Hermes Coller de Chien Cuff – This little cuff bracelet would definitely soften the blow of getting into my late 20s.

Luxe Lusts -

1. Fuji x100 - $1300: After falling in love with Thomas Jane’s Leica, I realize Fuji’s version is a realistically more in my grasp. A sleek and chic alternative to bulky DSLRs, oh the shots I could do with this beauty.
2. YSL Belle du Jour Gold Clutch – $595:  Simply beautiful.
3. YSL Nude Patent Tributes – $795: I’ve been wanting these for years to give me endless legs for days. Size 39
4. Celine Large Audrey Sunglasses – $300: Extra large and in charge with their classic Hepburn-homage shape. Ideally in black, but tortoiseshell would tickle my fancy as well.
5. Chanel 2.55 Medium Flap Bag in Black Caviar: I will forgo future furniture purchases again to save up for this classic darling. My oversized Jumbo lambskin has gotten beaten up over the years, so the smaller and more durable caviar should stand the test of time.
6. Christian Louboutins in Black Lady Peep – $945: There’s something about the moment you slip on some red soles… Instant toe cleavage, longer legs, bust enhanced, and behind lifted. A full body workout without the effort. Size 39
7. Alexander Wang Freja Booties – $306: I never have buyer’s remorse, it’s more like the agonizing annoyance of forever pining away for something you can never find again. I end up scouring all ends of the Internet looking for the last remains, and alas these Frejas have made a reappearance just hopefully long enough to end up in my wardrobe. 39, black and white!
8. Mason Pearson Popular Brush -$170: My unruly locks could easily be tamed by this iconic brush with their perfect mix of nylon and boar bristles.

“I wanted to create a modern capsule collection inspired by memorable styles from our history that represented milestone moments for the brand and embody the DNA of our house style,” says Tamara Mellon, OBE founder and Chief Creative Officer.

Now Jimmy Choo invites you to view and share never been seen before design sketches and enter to win one of three commemorative coffee table books entitled JIMMY CHOO XV, which highlights these 15 iconic, archival shoes and anthologizes their creation through design sketches, editorial images, red carpet shots and house photography.

The first of November is kicking off to be a fashion filled day with both Kelly Wearstler and Diane Von Furstenburg both appearing at NorthPark Center in Dallas.  Take a long lunch or play a little hooky to meet the fashion legend and CFDA President Diane Von Furstenburg and take a whiff of the latest extension of the DVF empire – the DIANE Parfum.

From her signature silhouettes to her bold prints, Diane von Furstenberg is synonymous with effortless chic.  “Everything I know about seduction is in the bottle,” says von Furstenberg.

Created in collaboration with industry maven Chantal Roos and master perfumer Aurelien Guichard, DIANE opens with bold notes of Frangipani, intertwined with subtle hints of Violet and base notes of myrrh, musk and patchouli. The style of the scent is much like how any lady should be: powerful, seductive, and feminine.

Close to the skin, fluid, and enveloping. Created for all and unique for everyone, Diane’s fragrance is built up like one of her dresses: it wraps up a woman’s body and stays with her all day long. DVF is known for all her inspirational words and quips of how to be lady, leaving us with, “Be the woman you want to be.”

Sephora at NorthPark Center, Dallas. 8687 North Central Expressway. Meet and Greet beginning at 2:30PM.